 | Sunday, September 30, 2001
Long Day. I was sick last night with a migraine, so I didn't wake up until 3 this afternoon. A little late to go to church eh? I hate missing church! I've only missed 4 times since I was baptized in January. It's been a long, long time since I've written here. You should see my real journal though! Crazy stuff. I quit my job last week. My last day is October 4. Hey! That's Lindsays birthday! And Chris Akers. Ugh. Chris Akers. Should I puke now, or wait until later? Erica told me Akers got locked up on rape charges though. Thats crazy. Chris might be a freak, but he'd never rape anybody. That little girl cried rape on 3 guysin the same day. Too bad she's LYING. She told Heather how much she enjoyed, uh, getting to know those guys, and then when her mom found out, all the sudden she'd been raped. Riiiiight.
No school this coming Friday though. Erica and I are going to Busch Gardens :-) Maybe I'll see Whitey! He's such a cool kid. I feel bad for him sometimes, because he's so shy and he doesn't really talk to anyone, but he's FUNNY. I love talking to him once he gets going.
Katherine and I are going to SVU on November 10th for an open house/campus tour. I'll see Ang! And maybe boy Jordo. That'd make Girl Jordo so mad! I miss some of my EFY friends. Ang and Girl Jordo and Princess Pohai especially. I'm kind of confused about school. Heck, I'm REALLY confused about school. I have no idea where I'm going to end up. At first, I was positive I was going to Utah. 100% no doubt about it. But ya know, I'm not too sure I want to go that far away from home. I LIKE Virginia. But I really really want to be in an all LDS enviornment. I mean, SVU is LDS, but it's not...Utah. But Utah is so far away, and it's not like I have family there. I mean, I know people in SLC, so I won't die of loneliness, and HELLO, it's college, I'll make friends. I just don't know. Looks like I've got some serious praying to do. I've been slipping pretty bad lately. People aren't kidding when they say you're either going forward, or backward. You can't be at a standstill. I really need to get back on track. I mean, I still know that the gospel is true, and I still do everything I'm supposed to, but lately I feel like something is missing. I don't know...maybe I'm just being a girl and letting my hormones and emotions go crazy.
Welp, I'm going to go back to bed. My migraine medicine makes me so sleepy.
Michelle 
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